I'm up late at night asking myself "Will it last?"
Cuz now I'm too busy thinking bout the things of the past
I'm so ignorant, I only care about myself
In this life of sin I'm personalizing my own hell
Sometimes I wish I could go way back then
Cuz now, all I can do now is sit and play pretend
I know you wish you never met me, this I know is true
But wouldn't you just love to know, I feel the same for you
I remember when I asked your name
But little did I know how much I'd wish the past would change
We're two completely different people who would act the same
Try and give it all a chance, now isn't that a shame?
And I just wish that you could see me now, and just
Look at how good I've been doing without ya
But if you said you're happy now, then I wouldn't doubt ya
It feels good knowing I can just reach out to ya
Oh man, I've been waiting my whole life
And now I regret this whole damn night
And I wish there was never a you-and-me
Our future is a wasted youth to be
Wish this fiasco would disappear
Oh man, what a world of things I hear
If I should, then I hope to Wake Up Dead
All these regrets inside my head

I don't know why it seems too much for me to escape
My hopes go high but I will always meet the same fate
You say that no one will ever be that good or as great
Girl, I'm so done
At this point you're just in the way
Now I'm the fake one, according to you and your friends
No hesitation, I'd never do that ever again
No destination cuz baby, it was destined to end
It's liberation now that we're out each others heads
But I hope it doesn't get to ya
All these mixed emotions, knowing we were just too different to
Work it all out but we both know I was feeling ya
If I dwell on this too long, I'd probably find a reason to
Hit you up
Late at night
Then we got into a fight
Girl, I'm indecisive
Used to want you, that just blows my mind
Shit was getting outta pocket, so I had to draw the line
And thinking back, I don't know if I would press rewind
Time travel isn't real
Fuck the feelings that I feel
What you said to me right after closed the casket, sealed the deal
Character development, I pretend I'm tough as steel
I'm in for the hell of it
I'm in for the hell of it

I guess now I can let it all rest in peace
Or maybe it will always haunt me till I am deceased
Whatever happens just know I don't give a damn
Take it however you want it, baby, Here I Am
Just look around, girl, and you will find
Your special place right inside my mind
Some will try to call it fate, and others say tough luck
But the sad truth is that I'm still fucked up