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party in the hills
02:24
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I didn't say it when I had the chance, but I love you
I'd hate to know I ruined us and lost you over some dude
Ain't nowhere to go or any chapters to move on to
But it's a party in the hills, baby, can you come thru?
Can you come thru, baby cuz I want you
Girl I got the moves, I could hit em with a one-two
Could I make you mine? Cuz you know I really want you
I can't let it slide, living in the past will haunt you
Please don't leave me here up on my own, cuz I need ya
Walk away and leave me feelin cold like a freezer
Tease ya
Girl, my only goal is to please ya
But from my memory, you know I cannot delete ya
Come and stay with me, let's make a beautiful relation
Go to outer space and take a look at our creation
I can't even tell, is it lust? Is it fakeness?
Leave me on my own, contemplating in my spaceship
Like baby, why you do that?
Why you put me through that?
We can't even talk, Could I Survive like "where the crew at?"
You're fucking up my trust issues and I know that you knew that
But you're the only one I want I cannot find a new love
No, I cannot find a new love
Missing when we talked about what we would get tattoos of
Life it did me dirty spat me out and had me chewed up
I was really lost and I did not know what to do, ugh
But I can make it on my own, tho
Gave too many chances, girl, and you were just a no-show
Got too many scars can't be acting like they won't show
I live in the fast lane, cuz you kill me in slow-mo
I didn't say it when I had the chance, but I love you
I'd hate to know I ruined us and lost you over some dude
Ain't no where to go or any chapters to move on to
But it's a party in the hills, baby, can you come thru?
Can you come thru, baby cuz I want you
Girl I got the moves, I could hit em with a one-two
Could I make you mine? Cuz you know I really want you
I can't let it slide, living in the past will haunt you
Please don't leave me here up on my own, cuz I need ya
Walk away and leave me feelin cold like a freezer
Tease ya
Girl, my only goal is to please ya
But from my memory, you know I cannot delete ya
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Why would you leave this way?
I don't feel shit but shame
Feel like I'm in the way
Watch me just dissipate
I don't fit in a place
Stuck in my distant ways
She went a different lane
All I do is instigate
Why did you leave this way?
I don't feel shit but shame
Feel like I'm in the way
Watch me just dissipate
I don't fit in a place
Stuck in my distant ways
She went a different lane
All I do is instigate
For the future I'm afraid
So many things that I try to explain
You go off doing yo things
To numb all the pain
And I cannot blame you, cuz I can relate
When we're together it's russian roulette
Pullin the trigger, then move to the next
You keep ya feelings real close to ya vest
Hardly communicate, I cannot rest
Runnin away from our problems
Needin each other to solve em
Always looking for a new path, and never acknowledge the causes
You leaving me on my own
Should have known that your heart was this cold
Did my best, I gave you everything
But I only have so much energy
Say that you falling in love with me
Your actions are showing me different things
You're takin way too much outta me
Givin me love and then distancing, oh yea
Thru the flame an empress on her thrown, now
Seasons change, the one I know is gone now
Why would you leave this way?
I don't feel shit but shame
Feel like I'm in the way
Watch me just dissipate
I don't fit in a place
Stuck in my distant ways
She went a different lane
All I do is instigate
Why would you leave this way?
I don't feel shit but shame
Feel like I'm in the way
Watch me just dissipate
I don't fit in a place
Stuck in my distant ways
She went a different lane
All I do is instigate
Sitting in my room thinkin about what I had
Of what was at my fingertips, and what I gave up so fast
You know me
I could never make a good thing last
It seems like all I do is fuck things up, that's what I'm good at
But I still got this love for you and, girl, I don't understand
You put me under a spell, but something broke up the trance
And I had heaven beside me, hell just comes with romance
I didn't know what I want, now I've wasted my chance
Now baby I'm
Sitting here, I caused so much pain
I watched in horror and shock
As you just went down the drain
I'm fuckin hating myself
Cuz I might do it again
Now baby you turn around
And just start running away
Thru the flame an empress on her thrown, now
Seasons change, the one I know is gone now
Hold me close and never let me go, now
Thru the fire don't breathe in the smoke, now
Why would you leave this way?
I don't feel shit but shame
Feel like I'm in the way
Watch me just dissipate
I don't fit in a place
Stuck in my distant ways
She went a different lane
All I do is instigate
Why would you leave this way?
I don't feel shit but shame
Feel like I'm in the way
Watch me just dissipate
I don't fit in a place
Stuck in my distant ways
She went a different lane
All I do is instigate
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3. |
REGRETS !
02:50
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I'm up late at night asking myself "Will it last?"
Cuz now I'm too busy thinking bout the things of the past
I'm so ignorant, I only care about myself
In this life of sin I'm personalizing my own hell
Sometimes I wish I could go way back then
Cuz now, all I can do now is sit and play pretend
I know you wish you never met me, this I know is true
But wouldn't you just love to know, I feel the same for you
I remember when I asked your name
But little did I know how much I'd wish the past would change
We're two completely different people who would act the same
Try and give it all a chance, now isn't that a shame?
And I just wish that you could see me now, and just
Look at how good I've been doing without ya
But if you said you're happy now, then I wouldn't doubt ya
It feels good knowing I can just reach out to ya
Oh man, I've been waiting my whole life
And now I regret this whole damn night
And I wish there was never a you-and-me
Our future is a wasted youth to be
Wish this fiasco would disappear
Oh man, what a world of things I hear
If I should, then I hope to Wake Up Dead
All these regrets inside my head
I don't know why it seems too much for me to escape
My hopes go high but I will always meet the same fate
You say that no one will ever be that good or as great
Girl, I'm so done
At this point you're just in the way
Now I'm the fake one, according to you and your friends
No hesitation, I'd never do that ever again
No destination cuz baby, it was destined to end
It's liberation now that we're out each others heads
But I hope it doesn't get to ya
All these mixed emotions, knowing we were just too different to
Work it all out but we both know I was feeling ya
If I dwell on this too long, I'd probably find a reason to
Hit you up
Late at night
Then we got into a fight
Girl, I'm indecisive
Used to want you, that just blows my mind
Shit was getting outta pocket, so I had to draw the line
And thinking back, I don't know if I would press rewind
Time travel isn't real
Fuck the feelings that I feel
What you said to me right after closed the casket, sealed the deal
Character development, I pretend I'm tough as steel
I'm in for the hell of it
I'm in for the hell of it
I guess now I can let it all rest in peace
Or maybe it will always haunt me till I am deceased
Whatever happens just know I don't give a damn
Take it however you want it, baby, Here I Am
Just look around, girl, and you will find
Your special place right inside my mind
Some will try to call it fate, and others say tough luck
But the sad truth is that I'm still fucked up
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I know that you're gone, ain't no other way around it
I'm fighting my demons but I'm looking like a fountain
Drowning
My own insecurities surround me
Used to lift you up, but I know I let you down, and
Countless
Times had you screaming, and shouting
I know I'm the worst, what is all of this about, and
I had lost myself, you the reason I was found, yea
But nothing I could say could ever keep you around, yea
I know that you're gone, ain't no other way around it
I'm fighting my demons but I'm looking like a fountain
Drowning
My own insecurities surround me
Used to lift you up, but I know I let you down, and
Countless
Times had you screaming, and shouting
I know I'm the worst, what is all of this about, and
I had lost myself, you the reason I was found, yea
But nothing I could say could ever keep you around, yea
Nothing I could say could ever keep you around
No matter what I do, I end up always going down
You played me for a pool and now I'm looking like a clown
I tried to make you happy, went to every place in town, yea
Never seen this coming, thought you always had my back
Thought I was in love, but I was wrong, my heart is cracked
Thought that I was happy, now I'm used to this attack
Thought that we were cool, and now you're never coming back, yea
I know that you're gone but I do not wanna believe it
Tried to make you happy, but I never got to see it
Tried to make you mine but you ain't ever wanna be it
Now I'm fighting demons and they never wanna cease it
You left me off in silence, yea I couldn't make a sound
You left me off in sorrow, just enough enough to make me drown
What if I can't swim, than where would my body be found
But, I wish I could say that I could keep you around
I know that you're gone, ain't no other way around it
I'm fighting my demons but I'm looking like a fountain
Drowning
My own insecurities surround me
Used to lift you up, but I know I let you down, and
Countless
Times had you screaming, and shouting
I know I'm the worst, what is all of this about, and
I had lost myself, you the reason I was found, yea
But nothing I could say could ever keep you around, yea
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5. |
Slowly (Again)
03:20
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Aye
(Damn, Trizzy, this is real nice)
Just kiss me slowly again
Tell me, where will you know go?
Please don't let go of my hand
You're leaving me all alone
I know you hate how I am
It makes me go up in smoke
Gotta find my way out again, I know your heart is too cold
I'm movin slower again
Let's do it over again
I know I've made some mistakes
Lean on my shoulder again
I'm movin slower again
Let me do it over again
I know I've made some mistakes
Just hold me closer again
Maybe I could make it up, maybe I'll stay this cold
I know you hate waking up
To see you're all alone
Baby, I'm missing your touch
Every place that I go
So I keep this memory with me
Wherever I May Roam
What kinda change will it take
To make you appreciate
Everything that I gave up
Things that could not be replaced
Feel like I'm Trapped Under Ice
Just take me in for tonight
Cuz once the day comes from night
Baby, I'll be outta sight
Just kiss me slowly again
Tell me, where will you know go?
Please don't let go of my hand
You're leaving me all alone
I know you hate how I am
It makes me go up in smoke
Gotta find my way out again, I know your heart is too cold
I'm movin slower again
Let's do it over again
I know I've made some mistakes
Lean on my shoulder again
I'm movin slower again
Let me do it over again
I know I've made some mistakes
Just hold me closer again
I don't know where I'm goin
I don't know what I'm doin
But you were my home
I can't be alone, now I don't know where my home is
And I wish you would call me
So I could say "I'm sorry"
Cuz girl, I know I can't call you
I know this my fault, yea this all me
And I need to know when I'll see your face
You dont to know if I'll be okay
Life goes on, there's no need to stay
Back in the past and resent today
But what the hell will I do?
Can't spend today with you
Coming of these days we knew
Take me away, please do
Just kiss me slowly again
Tell me, where will you know go?
Please don't let go of my hand
You're leaving me all alone
I know you hate how I am
It makes me go up in smoke
Gotta find my way out again, I know your heart is too cold
I'm movin slower again
Let's do it over again
I know I've made some mistakes
Lean on my shoulder again
I'm movin slower again
Let me do it over again
I know I've made some mistakes
Just hold me closer again
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6. |
ILLUSIONS (Interlude)
02:01
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7. |
HERE I AM AGAIN
03:35
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Here I am again...
You remain in my soul
You're so arrogant, cuz you know it's getting old
And I try to vent, you're eating at me like a ghoul
I know how you feel, but it's time to let it go
You know how to swim
I can't carry you more
You're coming in and out my life
It's like you're everywhere I go
You hurt me on the outside, but helped me in my soul
Like you stabbed me in the back with a knife made of gold
Girl get outta here
You've done too much damage
I missed you so much, and now I can't stand it
Tried to take you back, but you crashed my Benz, yea
That's what I get for giving too many chances
What we had was beautiful, and now it's rancid
And living like this, you know I can't stand it
Too little, too late, it's abandoned
Too little, too late, it's abandoned
Lead: TREYTM
It's all my fault and I hate it
I hate being in the same typa situation
Where everything around me always makes me feel forsaken
And everything reminds me of her
I just can't fucking take it
I look inside, "Am I vacant?"
I look around and ask, "Am I complacent?"
Go back to the basics, I don't wanna live this
Don't go and retrace it, the memories will still hit
I been on the runaway, I don't wanna go back
It's all I ever wanna do
Baby, you're so cold that I'm always on the run from you
But you already know that
Be careful what you wish for
I've already been told that
I just want my soul back
I just want my life together
Sometimes I wish we could spend another night together
Sometimes I feel like I'm trapped inside this life forever
Sometimes...
Sometimes I think it'll never get better
Lead: Destin Treu
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